:: I went from negative to positive

I was just rummaging through old posts and referencing back to "9/28/2010", i don't know if i agree with that statement anymore... I've come to a state in my life that i feel that I've never really "changed" i am who i am, always was and most likely always will be. Although yes, circumstances may vary. I'm always gonna be me, And my being my self I've come to find I'm layered... Like an onion. So, that being said i believe there's many sides to tap into and the way we go about tapping into them or allowing them to posses the perception of our selves is through Knowledge, Through PROSPECTIVE, Through insight and Through understanding. I don't believe we as people have character strengths and character weaknesses i believe our weaknesses can very much be apart of our strengths we just have to find their place, and take the time out to channel them towards the person we want to be. Right now I'm in a transition where i think i was questioning whether the part of me that is Darker and my wild-side if that person would ever or could ever be a person who would find genuine unbridled joy to live for, could i ever be that, and was i really anything close to that? I've come to realize that being happy is a choice and its not something to go in search of its simply something you have to allow to posses you. Its in you, you just have to allow it to take front seat of your mindset and overall who you are as a person...